When I am depressed... - From my eyes and lenses...

Alhamdulillah, made it through today though I am not pleased nor satisfied with what I have done in my exams. I am just praying for the best. I have done my part in struggling, and now, I'll just have to tawakkal and pray to Allah to at least open the examiners' hearts and be lenient in marking my paper.

The first thing I did after leaving the hall was just pack my bags, and went straight home. Oh, I did stop by to get some things to prepare lunch cum dinner since it was already 4pm and I didn't have time to eat my lunch due to nearly having a nervous breakdown before the exam!

One thing for sure, when I am depressed and in tense, I tend to 'cool off' with food. Yeah.. I know, it's bad as I have been through that since my whole life. Stuffing myself feels good when I am down. Urgghh the sound of it just makes me feel sick! (and now you know how I got my figure..hehe..)

Anyway, I came back and started to prepare dinner. I made daging masak lemak cili api, ayam goreng kunyit garam and kobis goreng. It has been like a week since we (my housemates and I) had a decent meal. Usually it would only be tuna salad, chicken soup (without rice), tuna salad again, baked beans and eggs, tuna salad and tuna salad. So, since I have finished my paper, and in need to release some tension, I prepared the meal.

This is just a pic a found in my laptop. Trying to show the resemblance of food in my life.
Pic taken during Raya 2006 when my office had the Raya feast celebration plus the International Food Festival.

Anyway, I am just dying to find things to do before the new term begins. Guess I'll just be in town to window shop or just lazing around the campus shooting students struggling for their finals. Oh what a bliss!